“` Few years ago, one day:
I find my awareness inside the state of the white light but absence source. There is a not any source, but a glowing brightly white crystalline nothingness, that feels like the very essence of the state of peace. Contemplating the mysterious peaceful emptiness.I am a pure-consciousness, a presence totally independent from and transcendent to any relation to anything. I am the presence of total freedom from having to respond to anyone. Inner object relations are entirely absent, bringing a sense of complete freedom from all external relationships.