“`My being is Growing vast like Sky



“`I love those moments when i realized that i am an idiot. these moments are very beautiful and powerful and very deep painful, because this idiotic is very clean–clearer than any knowledge. this idiotic is healthy, because those moments are silent only and silence is very wonderful state; then I realized again that I am Silence only.

Then I said to myself,
” Rose, let the Rose die completely dear; she is still alive, let her die, mallah ( Dearest ).
Now that Rose is on death-bed. There is no pain, because Rose feels that she is birthing. This birth brings everything in my being, and…
My being is growing vast like sky but very aliveness…
Emptiness but very energy…
Nothingness but very healthy…
Alonelyness but very blissful…
Freeness but very rejoicefully.



Time” is also an honest judge that makes correct decisions


. If life becomes an art, time will repeat that art. Where the artistic life proceeds there:-
— Tears stop listening to foul and abusive words
— What will the tongue do without a permanent ‘Rasa’ or zest (taste).
— The eye will see only beauty
— The nose will feel the fragrance
= For lecherous words will change their direction, they won’t fall into those ears which are filled with symphonies and hymns.
= If things are dull, tasteless, insipid, the tongue will put up the notice board “no admission” for the observation of ugliness
= The light of the eye has no feeling, nor is there left any scope for the foul, pent up suffocation.

When the sense of uniformity settles down in the individual’s existence, then the whole frolicsome state of nature and the art of the universe come forward and take time and space within their fold. Then the individual despite his limited character becomes as vast as the universe.
Time makes its presence felt only through change. There is no such experience as time’s experience, that is found in the relaxed state of life. The relaxed state is an unchanged state which is the right and original state for the individual. It is because of our limited and finite existence that we get the consciousness of the infinity of space; the consciousness of infinity has no finite element in it.
= ‘Time’ is but a memorial written on the board of space.
= This vast expansion of colour, shape and form is the outspread of the “universe”.
= “Time” has nothing to do with life and death. It last forever.
= “Time” is a most valuable telescope that catches every feeling of the individual.
= “Time” is also an honest judge that makes correct decisions;


• It knows the level of every breath,
• Recognizes the thrill of every emotion,
• Keenly watches the nature of every action.
= “Time” appoints the capacity for memorizing in everyone’s life. The individual may forget it all, but Time never forgets.